Provocative, Sultry, an Enigma, Magnetic  describes Venus in Scorpio.  The elegant yet sexy Venus enters the intense sign of Scorpio on November 7th, 2009. As Venus enters the mysteries of the astrological sign of Scorpio – “Only the Truth Will Do.” With this placement, Truth is a must have.  Nothing else will do or even feel right. Scorpio is a sign that deeply penetrates the false layers to get to the core,  and Truth will be revealed one way or another. So you can’t cling to the BS forever. Why not do it right from the beginning.? With Venus in Scorpio the themes of; trust, truth, empowerment, deep feeling, and how other’s value you are up on the screen of life in connection to relationships and partnerships.

When Venus in Scorpio is off-balance there is tendencies for; power struggles, secrets, obsessions, jealousy, envy, greed, control, abuse, invading boundaries, compulsions, fixations and bitterness. Revenge is on the agenda or “getting back at so and so.” This entangles you in the vines of toxic energy and actually will get you no where fast – except deeper into dense and unloving energies. The sign of Scorpio will certainly reveal to us where there are still unresolved  psychological issues that are buried or creating dysfunction and perpetuating off-balance within relating to another or even yourself. You may find where you lack trust or mis-trust yourself, others or Life/Universe itself. You can transform this if you choose to.
Within relationships at its potential, Venus in Scorpio activates the impulse of the “urge to merge” with another who means a lot to us – emotionally. It is all or nothing. Intimacy not just sexually (physical) but on all levels is paramount. Respect, trust, love, honesty are at the base or core of the relationship.  It is all or nothing. To experience genuine intimacy from the heart is to recognize the how sacred the sexual act is and that it is beyond the instant physical gratification.  It is Soul to Soul union, body to body is the icing on the cake not the cake itself.  Emotional connections are very important with this placement of Venus.

You may ask questions such as;
How do others value me?
How deep is my love or our love?
Do I trust this person?
Can I trust myself?
What do you value in this relationship(s)?

On November 19th Venus/Mars ignite the scene symbolically. Either it will be colliding frustrations and combat (power struggles) or igniting passions. It is possible something is revealed to you today. Take a deep breath and let go of the control and trust yourself to know what the next step is and act wisely accordingly. Practice trusting yourself to make the choice that is most loving and honoring to you and the other person. Be sincere, truthful and genuine.

November 22nd through November 27th, Venus in Scorpio makes a tense (square) aspect to the Triple Conjunction of Jupiter/Chiron/Neptune in Aquarius. She also makes a fabulous Cosmic Kiss aspect (trine) to Uranus in Pisces. Unexpected surprises, healing and growth can happen. Watch for over doing things. or spending. Moderation is key. Push for growth is underway. Be patient and use your wisdom to help guide you.

© Copyright 2009 Dipali Desai. All Rights Reserved

Antsy for something dynamic to boot you into a new level? Well you got it.  If you are a Libra/Aries/Capricorn/Cancer or have planets situated at 0-6 degrees in cardinal signs in your Natal Chart this post is for YOU.  Saturn moves from Virgo to Libra  October 29th/30th.  Saturn in Libra draws our undivided attention towards partnerships of all kinds and mastery of love.  We are drawn to create harmonious relationships. We are held accountable in all types of relationships as well. As if that is not enough… Saturn in Libra ’squares’ Pluto in Capricorn. Oh ya baby. It’s mighty, powerful and all-consuming “The Pressure is On; Turning Coal into Diamond” is the metaphor I feel syncs with this cycle. I’ve begun helping clients better understand these upcoming dual astrology cycles and how to consciously work with the energies and themes in daily life.

Awakening is inevitable. From a spiritual standpoint, the ego gets pressurized (like coal) by life and higher spiritual energy to wake up to its highest potentials. The pressure is on full force, that we can no longer deny our true nature. Soul Essence is diamond-like. Clear, spacious, beauty full and light. Soul or Consciousness, our true nature, can withstand just about anything and is not limited to the physical dimension of life nor death.  We are challenged therefore to awaken to our Soul Potentials. We may feel this intense internal pressure in relation to; person, place, situation or circumstance. It’s a signal that we must let go, surrender, empty out and move forward. We just may have outgrown someone or something and now have to face up to the reality of it. Or we may need to get on the “same page” within a relationship that has been on topsy turvy for sometime. Transformation is a must do.

As we initially feel or sense the next few weeks into mid November 2009, each of us may experience some type of deep pressurized build up as we move into this phase.   Just when we get our feet wet wet with Saturn’s entrance into Libra, we arrive into the  Saturn in Libra squaring Pluto in Capricorn cycle.This major astrological cycle is a filled with tremendous creative potential and birthing of brand spanking new relationships of all kinds. Yet this duo can be symbolically “demanding” too. Yes, you can use Saturn square Pluto and its highest potentials to help boost you onto the next rung of the ladder of evolution. How empowering is that?

Buckle up buttercup, we are in for a ride. Surely, these shifts may not be received with the warmest of embraces because as a major planet/contender such as Saturn enters a fresh sign – energies become highly concentrated. A no nonsense approach is one of the banners that Saturn carries.  Saturn/Pluto join forces to prod and push us into busting out of the cage or whatever imprisonment (symbolic) we feel we are locked into. Then the nudge is bringing us to more highly evolved, loving and empowered space aligned with our highest good. Yes it can feel all-consuming here, where ever Pluto is involved. This is highly pressurized energy pushing its way from extremely this to all of that. It can create a bit of a wobbly mess for relationships (yes intimate ones) that are off kilter to begin with. Or reveal the extreme conditions that keep you confined to old ways that stifle your growth or healing. You may even find that you dig up secrets, the ones you have so cleverly kept from yourself.

There may be all types of sharp contrasts of how this Saturn/Pluto energy and symbolism will manifest in your life. I feel and sense events in like a Pre-Birthing State, they are there but have not happened yet. Also with this pair of Saturn/Pluto square; everyone will be held highly accountable for their actions, motivations and intentions within relationships (Saturn’s symbolism). We may even redefine what is deeply important to us in relationships. Without a doubt we will experience resistance and effects on a Global scale with this astrological cycle.

Some will be feeling this “intense build up” all month and the manifestations begin to form and reveal themselves from the end of October into November 15, 2009 when the Saturn/Pluto square is at its peak within the developmental cycle. What  about engagements, marriages, business partnerships? The Saturn square Pluto happens very close to the Aries Point in Astrology forcing each and every one of us to look at the important issues that are surfacing from the depths or caverns of denial.

I’m encouraging cardinal sign Holders Libra/Aries/Capricorn/Cancer to wake up and get prepared – NOW. Other astrological signs can get on board too because these themes of Saturn in Libra and Saturn and Pluto square will influence and activate = everyone somewhere! YES that means you too. Darn eh?! Well it is the next step and there can be wonderful things in store.

Here’s a look at the general Contact points/aspect dates between Saturn/Pluto square:

• First Contact: November 15th, 2009 – Saturn in Libra 1 deg squares Pluto in Capricorn at 1 deg
• Next Contact:  January/February 2010
• Third Contact: August 2010

Share your feedback or comments on Saturn in Libra or Saturn/Pluto Square.

Get to know how these upcoming astrological cycles will influence you. Here’s how you can start preparing your “Astro-Backpack of Goodies.”

You have few options:

1.) Schedule a Paid Personal Consultation on the Topics (private format). Here you will have personalized attention, go in-depth about your concerns and the space to ask questions pressing on your mind and receive a audio file of the Session – Mp3 file (complimentary). The  Online Booking Form is simple, easy and quick to schedule your appointment.

2.) Read/Gobble up Blog posts written in a more general format that are written here on the Blog and on the Internet.

3.) Attend the next LIVE Awaken to You Real Self Internet Radio Broadcast and ask your question for guidance (mini) to Dipali.  – Next one is scheduled Nov. 4th at 8:00 pm EST

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Copyright 2009 Dipali Desai. All Rights Reserved.

Knock Knock….who’s there? The Full Moon in Taurus at 10 degrees on November 2nd, 2009 happens on the heels of some big astrological shifts. Saturn just entered Libra and begins its square to Pluto in Capricorn. Chiron in Aquarius just shifted into forward motion. And in conjunction with the Full Moon, Neptune in Aquarius at 23 degrees is now shifting into Forward motion too. Talk about activity and sensitivity. It is on an all time high. This may be felt as early as this weekend October 31st and onward to November 4th.

Building Blocks of Stagnation or Movement?
Full moon’s represent that which has been hidden is revealed. Whatever tendency or issue you were not aware of comes up for to notice. The Sun in Scorpio and Moon in Taurus are in opposite positions looking to harmonize with one another. So you can say that your conscious and subconscious is looking to harmonize with one another instead of being at odds with each other.

The Full Moon in Taurus brings our awareness to be within the body, or a full-bodied experience with whatever is arising.  You may notice the stagnation sitting in the body somewhere. And the Sun in Scorpio brings focus towards intense emotions or feelings; how does it feel in the body? Do you value the body’s wisdom? How can you let go of something or someone you are attached to that no longer is for your highest good?  Release the control. Surrender it, let it go so there is movement. Let new energy flow in. Feel it infusing the body with healing and restoration of peace. During this space emotions may feel highly sensitized or you may even feel a bit foggy during this full moon. If you feel agitated, take deep conscious breaths and let it out. Simply feel the body helping you to let go and ease into a state of feeling and relaxation. It is best to wait and contemplate rather than make decisions that have lasting implications.  The mist lifts over the next week by second week of November.

Words Could Be Sharp as Tacs – Think before you speak.
If  resentment from past issues has been simmering or boiling beneath the surface, it may erupt now.   Forgive and surrender will be helpful keys right now. During the Full Moon in Taurus, Mercury and Mars adds a big dose to the entire energy and tone. Tensions and frustrations may be on an all time high. Mercury in Scorpio creates a tense friction aspect to Mars in Leo, watch the tongue because words may pierce the heart if they are not tempered with compassion.  Use this combination to help you slow down and speak from the heart in an authentic way. Take this opportunity to learn not to bottle things up to such a degree that when you do communicate it slashes instead of conveys. Be sure you choose empowering and loving in your communications or actions during this time. Trust may be a factor that comes up. Trusting yourself to make a choice that is loving and of value to you that helps you grow and heal.

Give yourself plenty of breathing room, venting room and safe space to let out the bottled up frustrations, emotions and thoughts. It is best not to unload on someone but rather find another healthy outlet. Everyone will be sensitive to some degree especially that Neptune is in Direct motion today so do take care to be gentle and compassionate. If you have Flower Essences, they will help with the emotional state during this phase.

A course in healthy loving relationships (with people and all of life) is not on the school’s curriculum  growing up. Most people mimic what they see in their childhood and play out a similar type of relationship in their adult life. Some people never get around to asking themselves if they way they are experiencing relationship is healthy, loving and respectful. They stay where they are miserable, lost, confused or seething inside. Some stay in the confines of a co-dependent relationship because it is all they know or are fearful and don’t want to make the changes required to get out.  Some have become bitter when it comes to love or relationships, while others run at the first sign that they have to commit to someone or something. We need a serious look at relationships, values and commitment. And we have it.  Saturn enters the sign of relations Libra on October 30th, 2009 and stays there until 2012. We get a chance to be a student of life learn and experience what relationship to self, all of life, animals, planet and other humans is all about.

From my point of view that those who are have put in sincere efforts over the years to heal, grow, learn and evolve will begin to see a new model of relationships birth into physical form. Saturn in Libra suggests serious committed relationships that honor all parties involved. A solid healthy balanced committed relationship/partnership or alliance based in integrity, love and respect.  One that is filled with harmony and also honors a balance in the giving and receiving. The full circle or flow of giving and receiving must be honored on all levels. If you wish to receive you must give or share and then open to receive. For those who are just now questioning and very unhappy or even suffering due to same old repeat pattern of relationship – with a particular type of person or situation will now get the chance to learn, mature and possibly find something new. With Saturn, we are prompted to take self-responsibility first and foremost for change. If you wish to see the outer world in your life change, it begins from within. You may also questioned or look at how you give and receive. Perhaps you take too much and don’t give enough (not just money wise but in other ways too). Or you may be the one who gives too much and has difficulty receiving. You will sense something needs to change, to find equilibrium once again and so you will be prompted to put it into action and manifest it in your being and life. When we ignore Saturn’s symbolic teaching – we tend to be more miserable and gloomy. When we eagerly embrace the experiences that arise and work with whatever is coming up, a lot can get accomplished.

Libra symbolizes peace, harmony, balance, love, giving/receiving, tact, diplomacy and beauty. It is possible that Peace treaties and circles are formed within communities both local and international levels.  We may seek to be around those who radiate this peacefulness and calmness naturally.  Saturn is exalted in Libra. This represents that we get the highest and best qualities with this placement. This doesn’t give you a free pass, but if you are genuine in your efforts you will see positive results. You may even question “Do I value myself enough?” Or begin to ask questions about how you value others, or your level of being able to compromise, balance etc. Looking at your basic value system is also up for evaluation and understanding (Libra). We may be pushed to stay true to our highest spiritual values through this process. Sure with Saturn in Libra each person goes into a “classroom” to learn the lessons so that one can master what is in a baby stage of development. Practicality, patience and perseverance are essentials. Since Saturn symbolizes foundation, structure and form; the foundation of existing relationships or partnerships may be tested out just to see if there is any imbalance and weakness. If so, you may be required to get in there (with your partner) and make it stronger once again. Sincere effort does not go unrecognized by the Universe. We may even see issues of co-dependency surface as well as whatever is out of balance will be hard to miss in our lives, not just in human relationships but also with money, body, children, work, creativity, spirituality, earth, home etc.
The astrological signs of Libra, Aries, Cancer and Capricorn will be in the first line to feel the heat and pressure from Saturn.  Notice that I didn’t say hardship because it does not have to be that. Cardinal signs are dynamic in nature, yet sometimes don’t follow through on what they start. Saturn may help the long run or being fully committed as well as adding the tone or quality of practicality.

Saturn helps each of us to master and mature as well as take responsibility for our choices, emotions and actions in life. All other signs will also be activated in various ways.  How and where Saturn in Libra will influence your life all depends your Natal Chart and where the transit (current trends) is taking place. Find 0 degrees of Libra in the Natal Chart and interpret it from there, if you are not able to find a trusted Astrologer and schedule an appointment. We may be thankful in the long run as Saturn in Libra moves along when we begin to see and experience ourselves mature, find stability and balance on a new level as well as new types of relationships and alliances (and partnerships) form over the next two plus years. We need this desperately to help our future generations see and experience what healthy balanced loving relationship based in integrity and respect is like from the inside (of us) to the outside (in physical relationships and partnerships).

At the end of the week October 30th,  Chiron in Aquarius at 21 degrees symbolically shifts into forward  motion. But this shift is being felt all week in subtle ways. I’ve begun feeling and sensing shifting of tides of energies.  I’ve wanted to sleep and dream and yet can’t get into deeper states easily. So power naps are helpful as is listening to how the body feels and the wisdom it shares. Time has either felt expanded or collapsed, I’ve even noticed bouts of feeling a bit disoriented and ungrounded or spacey.This entire week may feel a bit odd and out of the norm if you slow down to sense things. Some raw spots may also open up so you can see what needs healing next. Yet this astrological shift happens when the Veil to the other side (from physical reality to the non physical reality) is even thinner than it has been. The non-physical world shares messages even more clearly and possibly rapidly to those who are ready and prepared to receive. And Chiron’s shift into direct motion may also bring about deeper profound healing personal, generational and collective levels.

Chiron symbolizing a lovely wholistic healing bridge between the ancient and the modern its quality and energy shifts into outward expression once again. For me Chiron is a factor when interpreting Natal Charts as well as current transits and trends for people. It is a significant factor of wholistic approach to healing as well as divination and creating bridges and healing deep-seated wounds. For the last several months, Chiron has been dancing closely with Neptune and Jupiter. Prompting us individually and collectively to create network or connections that are healing in nature and offer healing to the community and planet in some form or fashion. I’ve also noticed that people used to think magic was extraordinary, and now magic is revealing itself in the ordinary more and more, as it ought to, it is expressing its natural design. Our life is magical in nature if we choose to perceive it that way. In another level, there has been tremendous healing energy that is available and has happened for some. What will you do with Chiron in Aquarius in your life? Chiron/Neptune and Jupiter will meet up close encounter once again in December 2009 where the precious manifestations will reveal themselves, in other words things that you put into motion in the Spring of 2009 will birth and show their beauty. Magic. Synchronicity. Healing. New Wholistic Relationships. Wow.

There are few big Twinkles in the air currents that are sparkling fairly bright. Venus in Libra trines Jupiter in Aquarius this week, until about Thursday October 29th. Themes:  Create, Expand, Network and most of all Laugh. There is a deliciousness in the air not to mention myriad of magical experiences in daily life are boldly glimmering and floating about.

It takes the eyes of a wise heart to notice. The mind’s analytical calculations may just write things off.  It’s all there. Use your innocent heart to sense things. Venus/Jupiter symbolizes positivity in a big way. If you wanted to reach out and make contacts or connections that are filled with goodness, love and mutual respect, now is the time to pick up the phone, send out the email, jot down the notes for the book.  The heart space may feel full, as Jupiter symbolizes expansion and Venus represents love. Feel the love expand, reaching out to new people, friends, clients and co-workers. Just don’t over promise, compromise and over do a good thing. Moderation is still key as Venus in Libra reminds us, balance is essential.

Hi Dipali

I am a taurus sign and would like to know how the events taking place in November will affect my sign?

I too am going through a very difficult and distressing period in my relationship and would like to know how saturn squaring pluto or any other event will affect me

Many thanks
JJ

Response from Dipali.

Hi JJ,

Thanks for your question. Since this is  Mini Guidance, I’ll keep to the one topic. I’ll share with you possibilities and the strongest probabilities that I see and sense.

As I mention in my previous blog posts, Planets in Astrology don’t cause things to happen to people, they symbolize themes in Consciousness, both individually and collectively. Then each person has a choice as to how to work with it or not. Also, there may not be a singular event relating to the Saturn square Pluto astrological cycle. It is more likely that there will be various themes that arise that are significant  for everyone’s overall well-being, growth and maturity.

Question is: How will YOU, consciously work with the themes/issues that arise with Saturn square Pluto in your life?

The overall astrological cycle of Saturn in Libra square Pluto in Capricorn can enhance in a good way sign of Taurus … IF the Natal Planet is in the early degrees of Taurus, say between 0-4. This applies to all Taurus people. Why?  Pluto in Capricorn will be making a positive easy aspect (Trine) to the whichever planet that is in Taurus (in your case your Natal Mars at 0 degrees). Make good use of this extra boost of this practical resourceful empowering energy!!

As transiting Saturn in Libra squares Pluto in Capricorn (which is as of October 26th), it also activates your Natal Mars in Taurus squaring Natal Moon in Aquarius by this planetary cycle. There can be internal tension, frustrations, delays, restrictions ans possible arguments generated around your home, emotional security and with females in general. Your emotions could  suddenly erupt due to the friction in any given situation, which may force you to address the long held frustrations or tensions in a way that is healthy and consistent than holding the emotions in and reacting erratically later on.  As Saturn enters the sign of Libra it begins a “Trine” to your Natal Moon in Aquarius. This combination lasts until about end of November 2009. This can be experienced as positive mature and steady emotional state, choosing wisely how to express yourself to family and females and share how you feel in a responsible way.

Transiting Pluto in Capricorn is making a nice connection (Trine) to your Natal Mars in Taurus between now to December. In actuality it  is a very positive time for concrete action in a slow steady manner for you to succeed towards any task or goal you set out to achieve.  My sense is this really positive resourceful energy is around your Work, Career and Daily Routine. You could make really solid strides forward. Some how on a deeper level by early next year 2010, I sense a steadiness and new level of maturity arising; within or around relationships, finances and creative opportunity which offers a nice balance.

I also see and sense you, as an individual being very confused and low in confidence as well as not able to clearly express yourself. This will pass by next year 2010. Make sure the fog like energy you are experiencing doesn’t distort your perception of what’s really going on. It does feel like a time where you are being shaken up from stagnation or lethargic comfort zone into a brand new area. This can feel upsetting and create anxiety, yet if you continue to move forward by making choices that are good, healthy and aligned with your path. Part of it may be easing into a state of acceptance that whatever is happening is for the greater good and for your awareness as a person.

Hope this sheds some light on your question. Your feedback is welcome here on the blog.

All the best!
Dipali

Mars in Leo; Fearless Compassionate Warrior that listens to the heart’s wisdom to know when to act, express and give.  In a world that is mind or logic oriented the heart’s wisdom gets muffled out. Mars archetype is the “Warrior” and on a higher spiritual level, it is the “Compassionate Warrior.” Each of us must journey to step into our personal power. If not, things can become rough. There is a difference between aggressive competitive and assertive confident. Two very different expressions. One is ego-driven trapped in dualistic view of reality (good/bad) and the other has love and wisdom guiding it. You have a choice as to whether you see reality as unsafe and war-like or one that is loving and you want to claim your empowerment and be an active participant.

Mars in Leo lead us back home to the domain of the heart and its wisdom. We must act based on wisdom not just reactions. Mars in Leo at its potential is big-hearted, generous, expresses loving kindness is not afraid to be authentic and is fearless in living in Truth. Mars in Leo may remind each one of us to incorporate child-like qualities of innocence, playfulness, authenticity and purity. Children are living examples of this sweet expression without any hidden agendas or aggressive competition.

Of course there is the off balance of Mars in Leo; domineering, aggressive, melodramatic, heart desire squelched, “Me” oriented and more. Mars in Leo has the tendency to reveal to us where we need to mature and use our wisdom a bit more than acting like a two year old in a fifty year old body. We can harness the creative energy in such a way that it works for us instead of against us. Mars in Leo reminds us when to give and when to receive, but more importantly when to use our personal power to set healthy limits on things so that we don’t end up exploding from pent up frustration.

Being bold and daring to express your real authentic self as Soul takes courage and Mars in Leo provides such support if we choose to work with it. It is important to closely examine this placement of Mars because later on in December 2009 we have a Mars Retrograde in Leo. Yes, Leo/Aquarius will be directly influence as will Taurus/Scorpio. Other astrological signs will have some nice boost and there will be many themes to pay attention to. More on this later at an upcoming Teleconference.  You can also schedule a short consultation to get familiar with where Mars Retrograde cycle will activate things for you by using the Online Booking Form.

Lady Venus Divine enters the graceful sign of Libra on October 14th until about November 8th, 2009.  One beautiful gift of Venus in Libra is “putting yourself in another’s shoes” or ” seeing the Other’s point of view.”

Considering the “Other” comes easily to Venus in Libra as they seek peace and harmonious exchange in relationships. Our attention flows to certain themes; love, equality, harmony, beauty, symmetry, art, grace, peace, diplomacy, poise and balance. We must take a careful look at our core values during this time. It can be helpful to examine how solid our sense of self-worth is and what type of emphasis we place upon material possessions.

Ultra elegant Libra, being an air element, is a very social sign. Relating to others is of paramount importance but not just human beings – everything in life. From organic to inanimate, the relationship to all of life and the Cosmos.  Venus in Libra symbolism suggests our style of relating to others to be fair, balanced harmonious and equal in the giving/receiving. Venus represents how we attract things in our lives, from love, creative opportunities to a suitable mate. Venus in Libra will draw your eye to the best of the best. Only the highest quality will do and be the best investment. When Venus in Libra is off balance; one tends to be indecisive (seeing both sides can get pretty confusing to make a clear cut decision), seeking approval of others, or being snobbish and possibly vain.

Venus in Libra is the iron fist in the black velvet glove, don’t mistake the charm and grace for weakness. In fact, when something needs to happen, being a cardinal sign – Libras can get it done in a fair and just manner. All parties are equally considered. Compromise and negotiations are easy for Libra’s as it is part of their nature and potential. Living a life of balance is something that soothes people with Venus in Libra. This would be a good time to look at your life to see if it is in balance or out of balance. Art, beauty and creative energy also are the domain of Venus in Libra. The urge to add beauty to everything from your home, office, garden to the land is strong.

The essential theme that is prevalent with Venus in Libra is: Relationship.  This includes all types of Partnership, Marriage;  from intimate partners, lovers, friends, family, co-workers, business partners, spiritual peers and so on. As this transit happens it jump starts the upcoming shift of Saturn into the sign of Libra for the next two plus years. Wowsy. Talk about concentration and all business. Those who are avoiding or submerging themselves in dysfunctional, co-dependent and painful relationships, know that you will have to face reality soon. Some will have to make serious decisions to either transform the dysfunction and mature or get out while you can. Avoidance, denial and escapism will not work with Saturn (the Life Coach) teaching us the primary lessons and making sure we mature and use our wisdom in making life decisions.

Ultimately Venus in Libra seeks the ideal mate. The ideal mate begins with a healthy partnership within (You and your Higher Self or Wisdom/Soul) and then all other relationships form thereafter upon the foundation that you have created. If you are seeking for another to fulfill the lack or emptiness entirely – you will be forever searching and never deeply or truly satisfied. But more on this on the upcoming Teleconference: Saturn in Libra on October 21st at 8pm EST – Join us!

Response from Dipali:
Hi CC,

Thanks so much for sharing your heartfelt concerns and question.  You are going to ride the wave like a Master Surfer using a Cosmic Surfboard. Imagine that, an adrenaline rush type of adventure.

I can confirm that much happening for you within your Natal Chart and current Trends or cycles of development/healing and growth. Yes, it can leave you feeling breathless with anticipation.  Yes your concerns make sense! And I do feel you have the courage and resiliency to move through any challenge, using a laser beam like approach (you also have a powerful stubborn energy you can channel to help with this process too).  It is indeed a time of great metamorphosis for you and time to step into your power, wisdom,  light and love  in a mature way.

The first place to begin is that the “lighthouse” is your Soul or Spirit and not something outside of you. True empowerment rests within not on an external situation, thing or person. The ego/mind is what is totally confused or is experiencing “nothing making sense.” On a higher level, as Soul you know this is all happening for the higher good – you sense this on a feeling level outside of the mental worries. Yes, over the next few months, Fears may come up so you can face them and become more empowered and trust in yourself to choose wisely what you need to do. The fear or anxiety is really passion energy that needs you to channel it into something useful.

Start with a clear intention and write it down in your personal journal you can always refer back to that during times of difficulty or confusion. You must make a clear choice not to be lured or tempted anywhere but remaining conscious and an active participant to your life. It is a deep sacred commitment to yourself and walking a conscious path.  You have the power to choose what is positive, uplifting and empowering for you each day. Use it now because you are moving through a cycle where this is extremely important to do. Act on it not just think about it or be lost in the sea of emotions regarding it.

I would encourage you to create a daily Spiritual Practice in which you integrate it into your schedule. It will help you feel as if you are being proactive with helping yourself to remain connected to the Divine.  Whether it is meditation, being in nature, yoga, tai chi, writing in a journal or combination of things. This way you ensure you are strengthening and maturing your connection to the Universe and All that Is (God/Source) each day or moment from today on. Choose to be around those who also have similar intent and vision for their lives. This offers community and support to you for instance joining a meditation or yoga group can help ground your energy but also connect to Universe. This lifetime, it is very important you understand Divine Timing and being patient with the organic process of manifestation. It will be very helpful if you take things a step at a time and get grounded (be in Nature, grounding meditation, physical organization etc.)

You are being led on an incredible journey and it may have some bumps along the path, and that is Life. However it is truly a powerful time for you. On an emotional level you are being challenged to “dissolve, relinquish and surrender” so yes fears, doubts and uncertainty may arise - transiting Neptune and Chiron in Aquarius ‘making tense connection’ to Natal Venus in Scorpio. Old wounds or pains of the past may creep up to be healed. You are being challenged to learn to trust yourself, the Universe/God/All that Is. The attachments may dissolve easily and yet you may feel internal tension and grief during the transition. Also the byproduct of this cycle is about “spiritualizing” your value system and ensuring relationships that are in your life resonate with your core values. So some relationships may dissolve or fade into the background and you may realize different things about self-love and how you deserve to be treated or what you are willing to let go of that kept you from accessing unconditional love.

On another level “transiting Uranus in Pisces retrograde is making a grace-filled connection to your Natal Venus in Scorpio in the 10th house of Career and Work.” That is – unexpected surprises and bountiful blessings regarding the direction of your Vocation/Career, when you trust your “inner guidance from Soul.” I do sense as Uranus in Pisces shifts into Direct motion in early December 2009 (near your upcoming Birthday), there may be a boost or positive surprises in store regarding work-related opportunities or ways of increasing income that leave you breathless and very content.
The “transiting triple conjunction of Jupiter/Chiron/Neptune in Aquarius” cycle that has been going on since earlier in 2009 is making a beautiful and easy connection to your Natal Uranus in Libra in the 8th/9th house cusp- this is adventure, optimism and big vision combined.  This astrological cycle is helping you to see the bigger picture and envision yourself happy, fulfilled and engaged in meaningful work and relationships down the road as you move from one country to another. My sense is you may start to see some of the “gifts” during November, December 2009 and possibly early January 2010. I also sense in November/December the possibility of a Male in your life either someone helpful to your future, friendship, work or possibly romantic encounter. This could stir emotional tension for you as it will be pushing on some “past” buttons yet I also sense you being really happy about the contact and feeling enthusiastic or ready to be passionately involved.

I would encourage you to conserve and be cautious your finances as much as possible between November through April 2010. Do not invest in anything brand new or initiate new projects, wait until April/May 201o to embark on new projects or plans. For the next 4-5 months  approximately you are finishing up an astrological cycle that directly involves money, finances, investments, self-worth, values and possessions.   By January 2010, the “fog” you have been going through regarding relationships, love, money, self-worth and partnerships will have lifted and you may feel more clarity when it comes to making decisions or navigating through choices.

Hope this offers some insight and clarity. Feedback is welcome here on the blog.
Blessings and Best Wishes on your new adventure!
Dipali